Sin, Grace and Sincerity
Recently I
heard a story of a family friend who was a believer and is now in the Lord’s
Presence due to the passing of death. At one point in his life he realized that
he needed the Lord Jesus to save him. He told a friend, “My heart is black and
full of sin.” He knew that he needed the grace the Gospel proclaims and did
embrace the Lord Jesus and he sincerely sought to be the Lord’s disciple the
remainder of his life. What is so striking about this man and his testimony is
the simple and powerful godly “sincerity” evidenced in many different ways.
The story of
his life and his impact upon others demonstrated for me this truth: Sincerity
is indeed the key to understanding how to please God. For we cannot rely on
ourselves to achieve moral perfection in our thoughts or behavior, nor can we
utilize any other natural gifting or inheritance in this life from our family
or social position to please God. Sin has ravaged us and corrupted our being to
the core. But God is faithful and in Christ is working in those with faith to
heal and restore them to spiritual health.
“The soul-monster of sin has so marred man’s sweet countenance that it is no more like the comeliness God created than the fiend of hell’s similarity to the holy angel which he had been in heaven. But by His grace Christ has undertaken to heal this wound which sin has given to man’s nature. His healing power is at work in His elect, but the cure is not yet so complete that no scars remain; this, then is the uncomeliness which [godly] sincerity covers.” (William Gurnall, The Christian in Complete Armour, Vol. 2 [The Banner of Truth Trust: 1988], pp.54-55)
I have
learned through bitter experience that I have no power or intelligence within
myself to keep me from sinning against God and those people closest to me. No
amount of training in pious discipline has ever changed the inner orientation
of my soul toward satisfying my own self-interests at the expense of other
people’s needs. Indeed, I cry out with Paul, “What a wretched man I am! Who
will deliver me?” (see Romans 7:24) But I found great encouragement in the
discovery that God will receive me and my feeble efforts to choose to serve him
so long as these are rooted in sincere faith. Though the gap between my desire
for holiness and my actual holiness remains God honors my sincerity and meets
me in my pain and weakness to progressively make me holy.
Paul used
himself and his co-workers to demonstrate how God does receive those who
approach him by faith. “Indeed, this is our boast, the testimony of our
conscience: we have behaved in the world with frankness and godly sincerity,
not by earthly wisdom but by the grace of God—and all the more towards you.” (2
Corinthians 1:12, NRSV) Paul knew existentially that all good gifts and the
soundness of good character in himself were due to God’s love and power
operating within him. And this operational power of the Holy Spirit was
activated as he continually exercised his faith.
What a joy
to know this truth! What freedom to know that I do not have to fake it and
pretend I am not utterly weak and defenseless in myself! What a relief to hear
the Lord of Heaven’s Armies say to me: “I will rescue those who love me. I will
protect those who trust in my name. When they call on me, I will answer; I will
be with them in trouble, I will rescue and honor them. I will reward them with
a long life and give them my salvation.” (Psalm 91:14-16, NLT)
The truth of
the abundance of God’s grace towards me gives me courage to be bold in prayer
and in living. For it is the assurance of mercy that gives me confidence to
speak to God. And I would not be seeking mercy if God had not taught me to
humble myself. And if I have humbled myself then God can do what I have asked
him to do—to make me holy and happy to pursue righteousness. And if this is
true of me then I can actually know serve God in the power of the Holy Spirit
moment by moment.
Again,
Gurnall states better than I can the effect of humility and thus sincerity
towards God:
“To take care of this problem [of people not praying due to knowledge of their shortcomings] God has provided the promises—which, in any case, are our only ground for prayer—and has made them to fit the tiniest degree of grace [gifted to person with faith]. And as a well-done portrait faces everyone who enters the room, so these promises of the gospel covenant smile upon everyone who sincerely looks to God in Christ.” (The Christian in Complete Armour, Vol. 2, p.57)
May the
Father grant us knowledge and willingness to take him at his word. Show us your
ways and correct us so we will walk in the truth and be free through godly
sincerity.
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