Pure Pleasure
I
am most impressed with the durability of actual pleasures. What I mean is real
pleasure rooted in the good creation God made and utilized in an upright way.
This is a new experience for me as I have been so accustomed to running, in so
many different ways, from the inherent difficulties in life. I found that I
could not take pleasure in things or even in you, my God. Anxiety and fear
drove me constantly to the point that I did not stop to look at a beautiful
sunset, or sit quietly enjoying a cup of tea or enjoy listening to my wife tell
me about the day. I was too driven and busy to do “important” things to waste
my time.
I
have long found a refuge of sorts in rational thought and reflection. This is
why I have read so much over the years. But now the experience of reading and critical
reflection is somehow different and my ability to enjoy the normal process of
rational thought is enhanced. And with that also to enjoy seeing the beauty of
the natural world and consciously do routine tasks with a sense of dignity.
Are
not our activities layered with a subtle complexity of form and wisdom that, if
we seek to understand them, make them interesting in and of themselves? How is
that I can read and comprehend the text of a good book? How does the act of
reading words on the page translate into comprehension and insight and even
move me to think or act differently? Why is it that when I exercise my body
working outside at my home or helping someone move (or whatever else) that I
feel so good even while I am physically worn?
Is
it not the curse of sin-infested human life that people cannot appreciate the
incredible beauty and simplicity of true pleasure? This problem is endemic to
modern culture and people have articulated this in literature and poetry and
everyday conversation. We call this being “bored.” The answer to this is more
than shifting to a new intellectual paradigm (world-view); it requires much
more than that—one’s mind must be cleansed from the perversity of sin and one
must want to learn to utterly depend upon the Lord Jesus to energize one’s
whole self. Then one can perceive clearly (and with increasingly greater
acuteness) what is true, virtuous and beautiful. This is what you have done in
me, my Lord!
Paul
was certainly right and spoke with great insight when he cut through the
perspectives of the fleshly minded:
“To the pure all things are pure, but to the corrupt and
unbelieving nothing is pure. Their very minds and consciences are corrupted.
They profess to know God, but they deny him by their actions. They are detestable,
disobedient, unfit for any good work.” (Titus 1:15-16, NRSV)
Everything
in life can have its proper place when you are given your rightful place of
rule. You declared (you still do declare) that the Kingdom is near—repent! Yes,
Lord, you seek your rightful position to fill up our whole selves and thus give
all our lives meaning.
This is the key to
getting into that position of inner victory and then as the result to be able
to take joy in pure pleasure—real created pleasure and not the synthetically
designed means we have devised to escape from relationship with the living God,
from hardship and intimacy and service with other people. This is the
utilization of things as tools for good, to respect and love people and not
abuse them for one’s selfish ends; to give due credit and honor to God for having
built into oneself and life on earth means of enjoyment appropriate to the
transience of our short time on earth and thus not use anything or anyone as a
means in and of itself. (1 Corinthians 7:29-31)
The cry of the psalmists to
God is often that the wicked will end up the one’s ashamed and disappointed—for
they have rejected the reign and authority of God’s good rule over them and
then in in turn have persecuted those who do have faith in the living God. But
the righteous persons know that there is a better portion to be found in the
God of Israel. Thanks and praise be to God that he is a refuge and that he has
prepared for his own good things to enjoy because they trust in him rather than
foolishly embrace idolatry.
“You will make known
to me the path of life; in Your presence is fullness of joy; in Your right hand
there are pleasures forever.” (Psalm 16:11, NASBU) This is the cry of one
who knows that all true pleasure comes from the living God as a gift and can
only be experienced in fullness in him. And this has become my cry to you, my
faithful Father. For you have love me with an everlasting love!
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